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Saturday, May 12th, 2007
6:59 pm	larlar ate a hotdog today.....ew. st hilda's open turn is about to start.... soooo couldn't be bothered going! but im sure getting smashed with a bunch of borderline alcoholics can be kinda fun..... anyone who messages me early tomorrow is going to die! (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, March 23rd, 2007
5:02 pm	me and sig are sitting in sigs room! drinking our body weight in vodka and midori!! whinging about fuk arse guys and crying!!! best time ever! (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Wednesday, March 7th, 2007
8:10 am	sigrid ellajean is a skankpatrol sigrid is the nastiest person in the world! she wrote a myspace blog that no one should read! cause its mean! she is such a slurry! and she filled thomas' youtube account playlists with porn!! ...i didnt help...that much! (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, January 16th, 2007
2:02 pm	I GOT IN RMIT UNI!!!!! fuk yeah! NURSING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! im so excited!! im going to uni! im going to be a uni girl! huge party at kimbys tonight! getting T-rashed! haha! fuk yeh! god im crying! so excited! it was my first preference! yay! CONGRATS HUNNIES!!! ON getting into uni that is! love u all! soooooooooo proud of u guys! Current Mood: excited Current Music: you're hot-sss (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, July 20th, 2006
5:08 pm	today i found myself on deviant art again, havnt been on there for ages, but i need an excuse to not do my maths, so i told my teacher i was doing research for history, and went through some  pieces of work by my fave d.a photographers i realised how much i missed doing it! i havnt done anything real since like my media production last year! thats a heck of a long time! so hopefully soon ill get back into it, I just havnt been able to find the time lately. stupid year 12. oh there is only 12 school weeks left till the last day of school ever!! its such a scary thought, i love high school. but still,,,pretty exciting! i wonder when mid year results come out,,,soon i think, does anyone know? p.s. ive put some photos on d.a, stuff that didnt make my media production last year,,,but i still like. Current Music: teenager of the year-loTel (Comment on this)
Sunday, July 9th, 2006
4:39 pm	holy shit my dads looking at apartments for me for next year!!! omfg! im so excited, who wants to live with me?? i went imto his account thingo on domain! and all of them are so beautiful! this is my favouritist! how pretty! but its on spencer, i dont like spencer, oh well, close to public transport i guess. my second favouritist! in carlton! the bestest football team~! Current Mood: excited! Current Music: me and u- cassie! (11 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, July 8th, 2006
5:24 pm	im cold, i accidently locked myself out of my house, oops and everyone who knows my house knows how i am able to be on my computer. im stuck in my pj's and have no shoes! oh god, pitty me. (9 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, June 5th, 2006
12:04 pm	oh god im sooo tired. just finished my biology exam, the most ridculous heap of rubbish ive ever seen. it was so freaking hard. hardly anyone finished it. i mean, why would i want to design an anti-viral drug for a mouse anyway! damn it, im so dissapointed, cause i know i did bad. probably cause i only got 4 hours sleep. or maybe its just cause i suck at biology. ohhh damn i better head back to school, i have maths in half an hour. Current Music: joyful girl-ani difranco (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Thursday, March 9th, 2006
5:06 am	term one so my results for term one,,some ok, some good, some fantastic. its been a good term i think, but im going to make the next term better. English oral SAC1: A+ Maths Assesment1: B+ Biology SAC (nucleic acids)1: 19.5/25..not too good, but hey i was still ranked 4. but still a little dissapointed. Maths test(chapter 1,2,3): 28.5/30..95% pretty happy with that mark. man so much pressure so little time. i think all ill be doing this holidays is homework. Current Music: cold cold heart-Norah Jones (5 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, March 8th, 2006
5:22 am	im on the hunt one of my goals for these holidays is to go hunt these babies down in myers. $230.00.....i know i know, quite alot, but take off the $100 dollor gift voucher my aunt gave me!!! and its a bargin!  or maybe these?? what do you think?? (6 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, February 14th, 2006
9:13 am	the most depressing day of the fucking year. bleargh...kill me now, valentines day is so shit. It makes all the members of the lonely hearts club want to go drink a bottle of vodka and wollow in self pity, well atleast for me anyway. i have so much work im avoiding, and so many people, i should really call one of my friends from my old school and apologise, although i don't really know what for, our phone conversation ended pretty abruptly the other night. i guess i just didnt agree with what she was saying. but anyway. happy valentines day everybody. Current Music: naked as we came-Iron and Wine (6 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, February 8th, 2006
5:58 am	today was the most boring history class ever!!!!!!! we watched tale of the two cities, in black and white with shit acting and weird music. i swear i almost fell asleep. i got heaps of work done in my spare though, i cant help but scream on the top of my lungs how fucking easy it is,,,this is why i do further. everyone seems to be slowly turning 18 around me,,,,oh how green with envy i am. im still the 16 going on 17 girl in fucking year 12. i think i have totally converted, well my music style that is, well not totally, i think its my friends im with everyday, no longer listen to bands no one else here hasn't heard of. and RnB is getting so appealling. and house and trance music. right now im loving to a song called chewing gum-Annie(remixed by mylo) its so awesome, hmmm wow how asian am i. Current Music: i want you- Pasis avenue (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, January 29th, 2006
12:18 pm	a bottle of red wine and 3 vodka and oranges later today was probably one of the best days of my whoole entier holz. im abit drunk at the moment so bear with me. today cresan called me up to come pick me up to go down for a swim at bastion. it was nice, cause ive hardly spent any time with her at all these hols. so it was awesome. we decided to go out to dinner tonight, our first of many to come, we went to our only high class resturant in coota (the tide) and they actually served me alcohol!!! cause we full on dressed up,,heels and all. it was so much fun. im so full right now, first me polished off a bottle of red wine (thats right tom! some merlot its actually quite nice)but yeah,,,so i just got, we crawled up the hill in our heels, so painful,,but beauty is pain! my cousins just left, they have corruped me, they made me listen to RnB music and now im hooked. yay im finally a typical asian! RnB music and all. i think i might go pass out now. Current Mood: drunk Current Music: OH-Ciara (15 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, January 26th, 2006
3:00 am	Happy australia day everyone! so its been a pretty laid back day today, just chillin, sitting out on my couch listening to triple j hottest 100 countdown, and writting letters, scrubbed the shower, full of filth. i got in massive trouble today cause you see stupid mallacoota doesn't get great triple j coverage so i had to back the car out to this certain spot in our driveway to listen to it from the car. i forgot to turn on the ignition every 20 minutes to recharge the battery so the battery of the car died just as my mum was about to go to work, and this certain spot in the driveway happened to be blocking mums car, so she had to walk to work in this stinking heat,,,oops. i feel so bad now. so yeah! thankgod for my cable internet, so now im listening from the j website and blogging at the exact same time. yay! I think im gonna go lay on the couch some more. i hope M.I.A makes it into the countdown! and youth group Current Music: speed of sound-coldplay number 37 i think they said on the J (7 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, January 22nd, 2006
2:10 pm	PMS or teenage angst? yeah im pretty sure its pms. ive just been so grumpy tonight!! i keep yelling at people and telling them to fuck off. which actually sounds quite a normail thing for me to do. but its been so shit today. and sooo hot. and the power went off again! grrr i think i might go to the beach tomorrow, havnt done that in a couple of day. Current Mood: pissed off Current Music: I want to hear what you got to say- The Subways (1 Comment |Comment on this)
3:04 am	.......and then there was one. wow the past week and a half has been so busy, between work and trying to entertain sigrid and jocks i really had no time to do nothing. which was ok i guess. me and sig were pretty hesitant to spend too much time together, since she was staying for a whole week and all, we could have got sick of each other pretty easily. but i had fun, i hope she did aswell. when joc was here, kale came and stayed the night at my place with us, we basiccally watched movies all night and played the alphabet game. sigrid left on friday. so now im alone, its kind of really good actually, i have a whole 4 days to myself, before my cousins and aunties and uncles raid our house again, fanfuckingtastic! i kind of regret not going to melb, partying at cassies 21st, going to the city really really early in the morning with larce and dancing the night away with tom. damn it. oh well. i cant now. i wish i could, oh well this term only goes for 6 weeks, so i guess i could go see them next hols. wow in 10 months this whole school thing is going to be over,,,,wow no more high school forever. its kind of scary, im too young to leave home, although i think thats what i have wanted to do for the past 5 years. so it should be cool. mum seems to think im going to go off the rails when i move to melb quit uni and become a crack addict. i reassured her that that wouldnt be the case. although i have a feeling ill be abit of a party animal, i guess i always have been. speaking of parties, paul had one last night, it was pretty ok, it was just our class, our first official year 12 party! wooo go us. Current Mood: hot Current Music: Bucky done gun- M.I.A (13 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, January 10th, 2006
2:18 am	absolutly nothing has been happening, wow my life is so boring. on a higher note.....HAPPY BIRTHDAY Sebastian, the big 18! your a legend! Current Mood: bored Current Music: ice ice baby- vanilla ice (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, January 8th, 2006
12:28 pm	and thats the last we saw of him the hot guy from theos is leaving tomorrow,,,,*tear* how sad. i never got his name. but i know he studies architecture! and also that he snowboards and that he can do a backflip with NO hands. fuck the more i talk about it the sadder its getting. im so in love. i dont think i'll ever see him again. ever! wow i thik ive fallen in love with more guys this week then i ever have in my whole life. wow. im really loving the subways at the moment, especially a song called rock 'n' roll queen, it makes you want to get up and dance, and be someones rock 'n' roll queen. be my, be my, be my little rock 'n' roll queen! i just realised the only person i truly know in coota is cresan. honest. i saw this guy in my class yesterday and he was hugging this chick and being all nice, and i swear i have never seen that side to him before, i didnt think it was possible for him to be so nice. so ive decided to make another resolution. ~to make an effort to get to know the people i dont know that well. my holidays right now are so shit, i think its the lonliest timw ive had all summer. Current Mood: love sick = ( Current Music: rock 'n' roll queen-the subways (9 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, January 5th, 2006
3:42 pm	damn it, i hate breaking resolutions. wow i have a summer crush, well another one anyway. it isn't exactly hard for me to fall for someone. how sad. anyway i don't even think i know his name. but his band played at thoes the other night. it was actually pretty cool cause people were dancing. anyway he plays guitar, ok so maybe i have a little weakness for musicians, or a big one. he's so dreamy. he walked into the takeaway today and i was like "hey" and he was like "hey, what are you listening to" and i was like "gorillaz" and he was like "good choice" and i was like yes! so yeah we just stood there listening to dare on my ipod, bopping around. wow it really doesn't take much for me to fall for a guy. Current Mood: in love Current Music: i miss you- incubus (17 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, January 3rd, 2006
4:41 am	3 stacks,1 wrong way.2 throwups,endless pashes and 3 hours sleep later. Saturday so new years eve was fun, i worked all day, organised alcohol for the night and tom jon tess and sig came up!!!!!! yay! it was really nice of them, although i was kinda worried that they wouldnt have had any fun, and i dont think tess or sig enjoyed the night. but oh boy i did! and hannah sure did too. we are kind of writing this together! wow my first joint blog. so i finally begged my mum to take me home from work to get changed and wash the stink of fish and chips off my skin,,,,eww. i was in such a hurry. but yeah we walked down to the beach. i think it was tom (aka sebastian) me(belle) jon sig hannah(matts sis) tess cresan(summer) andre(coop) ainslee and nathan(my really drunk younger brother) wow im a bad sister. the walk down the hill would have been one of the funniest things that happened that night! on the bush track we have this bridge with this massive ditch next to it, and for all my friends from out of town, well lets just say i didnt warn them about it. firstly sigrid fell in but it was ok cause it wasnt a hardcore stack, but soon after that everyone was pissing themselves whan jon was walking across the bridge and he fell right in *me and hannah rolling on the floor laughing right now* all i remember was jon jumping up straight away and he was like "im ok!" then we made our way to the beach and on our way through the tents cause we cut through the camp park hannah tripped over a tent peg hahah shes so silly. the start of the night was pretty good, we all mingled i introduced a whole bunch of people to the gang and yeah it was so nice. i feel so bad for sigrid though cause she was feeling sick, and she eventually started throw up. ohhh and i so know how bad that feels. but she refused to let us take her home before the count down, which to be honest i was glad about. but i mean if she wanted to go home i would have taken her no doubt about it, but yeah. the countdown came it was awesome and so were the fireworks, i think i spent about 30 minutes running around saying happy new year to everyone and macked it with the cinama guy and travis, that was pretty cool, ohhhhh and a hightlight also would have to be meeting alice and lee and there crew! they gave a ciggs and tom jon and all them were screaming "Alice, alice who the fuck is alice" fuck i love that song. hannahs highlight was maccking it to the max with tom and jon! what a slut! haha not really, shes sitting here right next to me. shes rated both of there kisses out of 10 boy who macked it with her (not in any order and not telling whos better): 5 other boy who macked it with her:7 thats exciting. ohhh i lost a friend that night, a girl who iv'e known for years but never really liked cause she always got better marks than me. she like hit on all my friends like ewwwww, but yeah that was gross. but it was ok cause tom passed her up for my spew! which is an honour, really. so it was a pretty eventful night, we made our way home at about 2:30 singing our fave tunes like,,,dammit and josie and my happy ending, the new year and other most wicked songs that we knew hardly any of the words to, it was so good though. we eventually got home, with no one tripping over which was a relief. we sat on the curb for a bit just chatting, cresan and andre rocked up and we just sat on the road eating apples. it was nice, just sitting. cresan and andre left and we decided to go inside, me and sig had this massive chat while being eaten by mozzies while jon and tom checked their emails, i love those big d and m's with sigrid. and with everyone. we ended up collapsing into bed around 5 i think. Sunday: everyone woke up around 11,tess made panjacks and tom made a really yummy apple sauce. i still felt like shit, we walked down to bastion and me and sig convinced jon to come for a swim, om decided to come aswell, hannah and tess decided to sunbake. which i really didnt mind cause us 4 had a really nice time anyway. we got out and sunbaked when we started to feel the cold. i had to go to work, such a long day, and the smell of oil didnt go down to well with thy hungover self.but it was ok i guess. the gang rocked up at the shop around 9, and i got ready, they all looked amazing in there retro gear, the plan was to go to retro night at theo's. it turned out to be really shit, and i felt really bad cause they looked really dissapointed. sig wasnt to keen on staying out so we decided to go home. we went back into the takeaway and had a mini chat about what our plans were after year 12. and if we could imagine ourselves in 2 or 3 years time hanging out like this, as a group. most of us dissagreed. it just doesnt seem possible, i hope we could make it work though, i really love my group of friends from my old school, and i feel so lucky to be able to call them my friends. once we got home tom and sig jumped in the spa, it looked to cold so i didnt think i'd get it, untill sig got out and tom harrassed me. so i got in, and it was so fucking awesome. we tried to get sigrid back in to the spa by harrassing her, me and tom were on fire, we had the best calls! it was wicked! i got fives woo! and quote jon "i have never seen tom laugh that much in my life" well something along those lines, and it is soooo true. it was oh so lovely. we ended up playing truth or dare, which didnt really work much for me and sig cause we pretty much know everything about each other, well everything that was interesting enough to tell anyway. but tom i guess found out some stuff about us, some which i dont know i should have told, but its ok. and oh boy i found out so much about him. i swear i nearly cried when he was talking about girl stuff, cause he so knows what he's talking about, and it was exactly how i felt and i was like ..ohhhhhhhhh. he's such a nice boy. and he's deffinatly not just another guy. the whole time was just so wonderful. jon fell asleep on the couch and so did tess. me and tom ended getting out of the spa around 3 i think. then me sig and tom sat on the couch talking about stuff mainly year 12 and working hard and having to stick together. which im finding it kind of hard to do since im the only one out of the gang who lives in coota. we ended up going to bed around 5 again i think. we made some new years resolutions that night. so mine are,,,they'll probably change soon but here goes... ~to study hard and do my best this year not getting distracted by other shit like parties. ~to say something or do something nice for someone each day. ~to get along with my family, i mean i only got another year with them, may aswell make it a good one. especially to respect my mother more god i love her. ~and most importantly...NOT to fall in love. its such a distraction, that fucking hurts so much. i think i share some of these resolutions with my friends. its good so we can help each other not brake them, i hope i dont brake them. but then again its a tradition. this i would have to say was the best new years ever. and i never really realised how much fun i had and how much i loved my friends untill they left. once we got up and my dad drove them to the bus stop i went back to sleep aropund 9:30 and got up at 3 to go to work. i was so lonely again, it sucked. wow it was so nice to have the old group back together again, even though one of our members was missing (thomas) i think we still had a rocking time, well atleast i did, and i hope to god they did too. but its not like its the last time thats ever going to happen, ill make sure of it. Current Mood: reflective Current Music: hoppipolla-sigur ros (11 Comments |Comment on this)